Grateful
I am grateful for a well-paying job. I read today that more than 6 million Americans are out of work, many of whom are well qualified and have been searching for 1-2 years. I complain that I don't like my work, but in reality, I have great pay and benefits, I don't work overtime, and I generally enjoy my co-workers. Life is really not bad. I am building my safety net in case I become a statistic, but I doubt I will due to the company doing so well. I am lucky. No, fortunate. And blessed. And grateful today for all that I do have.
But this doesn't mean I will stop searching for something better, something more suitable to me. I would love to teach ESL. I would love to write human interest stories and business articles. Perhaps even write about travel. It's finding an editor that's the hard part. I have yet to get a response, but it's a numbers game and a research and focus game. I need to apply myself better. As for teaching, one application to one school won't cut it. I need to get certified this winter, and I need to refocus on a long-term game plan and apply for all opportunities, even if they are part-time at night with no benefits. That's okay. I will make it, and I am giving myself one year to make this change.
Next July, I really want to have moved on from supply chain and business analysis to teaching and writing.
Can I do it? If I truly focus, research, network, apply, and give it all I've got, I believe I can get freelance gigs and make connections in the academic world. Not sure I can land a job by then, given the tight job market and education cuts in Washington and elsewhere. But I sure will try, because I believe I was meant to help people, and language and writing are my passions.
Here I go!!
